2/9/15

Cinderella III

If I'd wear the shoes
  for another dance
  for one more night

I would seize every minute
  the waltz would make me sway
  rhythm under the moon
   

   and keep dancing,
                     dancing,
                           dancing

I'd waltz the night away

If I could only keep this moment
  more than a memory
  that I may live it again and again

If I could freeze a second,
  for one more music
  a waltz I'd dance, forever be
   like a dancing little child

What is the sweetest way
   to say the words good-bye?

I have, but no words

If I could only take away
  this bittersweet part
Then, maybe then,
  I wouldn't have to feel a longing

If I could go back
  and take away good-bye

Then maybe forever would be here,
   standing by..

1/24/15

to the love I almost loved

For the heart I almost gave mine
that I almost fell
a tender, youthful sweet
like a soft tickle in one's ear
whispering like a thin cold wind
in the middle of a summer day

I fell during my slumber
in the weakness of my sight
when I thought I've lost and found a shade of refuge
I almost fell in love
I almost loved, when I thought I had
I nearly fell in love, but I didn't

To the man I almost loved
if only words are less louder
that I might have listened to my heart
my heart, that's filled with joy as you smile
as you laugh, as you play, as you make me cry

To the man I almost, completely loved,
if only I had the courage to,
if we could reverse the odds

and I wouldn't feel so much fear
then without fear I would fall and then again I would,
completely love,
the love I almost loved

8/22/14

if only

here i am memories inside keep on running
in my heart i still long for the time we were loving

what can i say when all i did was walk away
when all i need to do was..to love.. but oh if only..

if only if only
love will find its way again
if only love will make us love again
if only if only..

and here we are
looking at each other unspoken
in my heart i'd still love to hold you baby

now all i can say
how i wish i didnt walk away
and all i need is tell you i love you oh if only..

if only if only
love will find its way again
if only love will make us love again
if only if only..

6/9/14

castles

i used to hold a castle
with sequioas all over
with roses in a garden
and green grass blankets
i have laid my head and look up the sun,
in summer of play
music in the air
love makes a lovely day
i ran inside as clouds turned grey
and roses start to wither
the trees no more a tree
as my castle, shatters
nothing more but silence
and cold winter days
everything is blue
my castle, only but inside my heart

11/9/13

Optics

crossing over the winds of blur, over some silence. when eyes cannot see, hearts beat loud..

as sense, here we are, what gives palette of colors - that dusts would glare in light

crawling though, over, optical rays,

summoning senses..


Here we are, amidst winds.
Still
In silence
Glaring
Optics

7/30/13

Silhouette

In an endless silence hovering this emptiness
lying at night, with mere reflections of
what has transpired, and what will become
of tomorrow, with all this silence around

It kills like a spade, like a wind with no soul
How can be such this emptiness,
make me feel more, of a vacuum
so hallow, so shallow, I'm a shadow

Until the sunshine lay its rays
will petals move up again
until that tomorrow when sunrise beams the day
life will begin again.

2/14/13

How

How would my words begin...

...when all the words I wanted to say..
Are too much to be said for a day...

If I asked the sun, to bring you light,
and warmth when it's cold,

If I asked the stars to cover your dreams,
the moon to set things right..

If I catch the morning dewdrops,
and keep them all,

--that I may catch the words...just right--


It took a lifetime,
...staring from this distance,
And it takes another,
...to utter the words

Longing for that moment,
..when every feeling inside
would come to live, like a newborn


How else would my words begin...

..it takes a lifetime, to tell it so
when the only words I wanted to say...

Are all the words I needed you to know...