5/22/11

don't let the rain

Missed the train and it's almost midnight
I feel the chill coming close
I've been standing here for like forever
And the night's getting deep

Fewer people coming out to the platform
Desperate of the time
It's getting late, probably morn'n
And the train  hasn't yet come

And I look at my clock, and I look at the minutes
And I look at everyone, every face there is
And I hope to catch a single memory
And I hope, the train would stop the rain


Don't tell me it's going to rain,
not yet now, the train's still out
Don't want the rain to fall down now,
Not yet, not now
 
He's leaning on his back like it was his cradle
He's standing in the center of the train
He's staring blankly, deeply, wonderfully,
And I'm lost in thinking why
 
His stillness was moving slowly with the train
Like it was his motion
It stopped gently and doors slid open
He seems to get awakened by reality

How could time be so much a constraint
And space be an obstacle
My train is here now,
but his face was gone.

How could things be so confusing
I've waited hundred times
I've fallen many tears
in this train, in the rain.

mirage

If I walk down
And I blend in,

If I try,
Could I find?

If I think I saw
And followed you

in the crowd,
Would you turn around?

If I walk up,
Turn up, speak up,

If I try,
Would you mind?

If I felt I saw
Then I touched

If I do, if I say
Would you know?

If you were,
If you are,

Walk up,
Turn up, speak up

If YOU only are..

mirage...

5/17/11

Handful

how clean is a hand that's a handful of little things?
   no matter the size, the color,and the weight it bore
      it's never clean, no matter how empty

how clean is a hand that's a handful of mud?
   washed it all over, but the stink,
      it's still there, it never would leave

how clear is an eye to see a handful 
   no matter the vision, the color, and the sight it bore
      it's never clear, no matter how fair

how clear is an eye to a handful of dust
   rub it against the handful, what do you get?
      it'll never be clean, nor clear, nor perfect

how pure is one's soul that's mortal in nature?
   living, existing in a world of perfection
     cast no sin, speak nothing bad
       
and then we'll see, in His time
   the clean, the clear, 
     from this handful of tears...

5/14/11

valley morning sun

heat in the morning from the sunny side up plates in my table, yolks are
as yellow as the
valley morning sun. keeps me standing, looking far, beyond,
i see the few fresh rays of
a lovely morn

creamers, sugar, bitterness of beans brewed, aroma
as dark as the fading dawn, silenced by the
valley morning sun. 

illuminating, trapped amidst Bernardos
and Sierra Madre, and heights of Antipolo
rising valley sun, 
keeps me, on the run.

was i born, in a valley somewhere north
and now lived, valley still,
amidst a busy new world
and now I live, valley still,
savoring still, freshness and dews,

rising valley sun,
valley morning sun,

you are my homerun.